May be an image of lighting, fire and candle holder

Three men

I will not use your name

I listened when you spoke for so many

you were a child in Auschwitz-Birkenau

you spoke of how you survived

brief references

no details

you spoke of your grief

the overwhelming feeling of numbness

to the brutality

the realisation that death was imminent

every second minute every day

because you were a Jew

the tattooed numbers remained

you became a psychologist

you taught me how to reach

the young who were lost.

You have no name

I knew it once

I worked with you in a steelworks

I didn’t understand your accent

your way of speaking

one night shift when we were alone

you explained you were a child in Birkenau

taken there from Belgium

after telling me something of your life

a day or so later you disappeared

no reasons were given or left.

You were an old quiet man

I sat with talking quietly over pints of Dark

Stanislaus your father was a baker

and you delivered bread

to the Auschwitz SS garrison

and smuggled what you could

to the Jews facing the risk

on discovery of certain death

After liberation the communists took over.

Brief references, no details of how your fought

and you fled to make a home in this country

late in your life you were honoured

by Poland for your heroism

your humbleness weighing each word

“What choice do you have

You can’t do nothing

so many did they have to live with themselves

and the choices they made”

once for a year you pretended

to be my father

so that we could have free coal

when we had no money coming in.

Stanislaus

you died two decades ago

I honour you with your son

and remember our quiet talks still.

First published TheBezine

©RobCullen2018