ATimetoHeal

ATimetoHeal

Choosing a place to sit

Isn’t that easy

I need to sit with my back

To a wall never a door

My preference is always

To sit where I can scan

The comings and goings

The entrances and leavings

Keep watch on that guy

Shouting when a whisper

Or words spoken quietly

Would do just as well

Hypervigilance its called

Another way to control

And avoid the threat

Of what might happen

But never does or maybe

It will if I let things slip!

He wears that badge

Yesterday watched GetLive performance at Chapter Arts.
Today sitting in the beer garden. He came in wearing
that badge a camouflaged service rucksack. Says everything.
We got to talk. He’s waiting for combat stress to do their stuff.
He needs it. Is what he says. He talk of waiting times…
for appointments. I think I need to come out of retirement.
I’m not silent anymore.

Change (excerpt)

                                                      

                                                              Clouds gather

                                                             darkening slowly.

                                                             Even as I watch

                                                                the air grows

                                                                darker colder.

A Sense of duty (excerpt)

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I listen to the voices of those

talking quietly of their day

of their worries,

and sharing the joy

of milestones missed

the sadness of memories

and the missing of you.

I watch men who stand

leaning, crying in a grief

that has no sense of ending

of the keening, of the longing

to hear your voice

before the sound

of it is forgotten

and that dread of forgetting.

There is a kind of peace here.