The Power of Denial

The Power of Denial

Hind Rajab May 3rd, 2018 – 29th January 2024.

Denial of Responsibility. Denial of Knowledge. Complete Denial.

Looking pleased with themselves they all stand together

Shaking hands on the podium, reassuring hands-on shoulders

They shake hands again, they smile to the camera

As if they are friends, intimates even, maybe not so far.

The voice of five-year-old Hind Rajab pleads

with those on the phone, the emergency services,

to rescue her, to save her – Has she been forgotten?

Ceasar parades his Prefects, the rulers of the new Empire

Starmer has wrapped himself in the robe of Pontius Pilate.

He sees nothing and has washed his hands, in any case.

Nothing to see, he gives nothing away, his face expressionless.

Remember the voice of five-year-old Hind Rajab pleading

with those on the phone, the emergency services,

to rescue her, to save her – Has she been forgotten?

The New Caesar shows the plans for Gaza’s future.

Eighty thousand people were killed and butchered in this place. No matter.

Many bodies have not been found, bones buried under rubble.

Bones that were once children, mothers, fathers and entire families.

Remember the voice of five-year-old Hind Rajab who pleaded

with those on the phone, the emergency services,

to rescue her, to save her – Why can’t you come and get me?

Has she been forgotten? Is her life forgotten?

Hegemon Netanyahu says it’s unfair that the Palestinians force

The Israeli army to kill them – they brought it on themselves.

If they didn’t live there in our land, we wouldn’t need to remove them.

No one sees we are being forced by Palestinians to kill them.

….

Victim blaming. Denial of Responsibility. Denial of Knowledge.

Complete Denial. It’s not our fault. They brought it on themselves.

Remember the voice of five-year-old Hind Rajab who pleaded

with those on the phone, the emergency services,

to rescue her, to save her – why can’t you come and get me?

Has she been forgotten? Is her life forgotten? Is she forgotten?

Rob Cullen   27/01/2026.

May be an image of lighting, fire and candle holder

Three men

I will not use your name

I listened when you spoke for so many

you were a child in Auschwitz-Birkenau

you spoke of how you survived

brief references

no details

you spoke of your grief

the overwhelming feeling of numbness

to the brutality

the realisation that death was imminent

every second minute every day

because you were a Jew

the tattooed numbers remained

you became a psychologist

you taught me how to reach

the young who were lost.

You have no name

I knew it once

I worked with you in a steelworks

I didn’t understand your accent

your way of speaking

one night shift when we were alone

you explained you were a child in Birkenau

taken there from Belgium

after telling me something of your life

a day or so later you disappeared

no reasons were given or left.

You were an old quiet man

I sat with talking quietly over pints of Dark

Stanislaus your father was a baker

and you delivered bread

to the Auschwitz SS garrison

and smuggled what you could

to the Jews facing the risk

on discovery of certain death

After liberation the communists took over.

Brief references, no details of how your fought

and you fled to make a home in this country

late in your life you were honoured

by Poland for your heroism

your humbleness weighing each word

“What choice do you have

You can’t do nothing

so many did they have to live with themselves

and the choices they made”

once for a year you pretended

to be my father

so that we could have free coal

when we had no money coming in.

Stanislaus

you died two decades ago

I honour you with your son

and remember our quiet talks still.

First published TheBezine

©RobCullen2018

VoicesontheBridge

Just to let everyone know – The Fundraiser for the Children of Gaza marked the end of Voices on the Bridge. I am proud that over £1000 was raised! With big thanks to all the Poets & Speakers and especially to Jeff Storyville Books.

I decided to stop VOB for the personal reasons that I have a serous health problem ( caused if you want to know by prescribed medication).

Organising a poetry event like any monthly event is time consuming and I am so grateful for all the poets & performers that I’ve met and listened to along the way from 2016 until 2025. I am particularly grateful for the support of Dr Eric (Charles) Ngalle, PeterThabbitJones, MikeJenkins and FionaCullen.

That being said it is sometimes true that organising an event feels at time like a thankless task – there have been detractors and negative sniping! Indeed snide remarks about my poetry – and some very direct lack of generosity – All of it contributed to my decision to call it a day with Voices on the Bridge To those people I say – you didnt win!

As a friend once wrote “you have to remember that the person who decides to organise a poetry event with out pay, on their time – with all the stress experienced – does it out of love for poetry but doesn’t have to do it at all – and when they do decide to stop – then there is another hole where poetry will not be heard, appreciated and young and unpublished people will not be encouraged to take the chance!”

On the positive I have no regrets! I decided in 2016 to set up an event to encourage people to come and listen to poetry, spoken word and music in a place that at that time had little. So I want to thank everyone that I listened to – who performed without payment and gave their time and created something that was wonderful !

Fundraiser for the Children of Gaza. VoicesontheBridge – Saturday 21st June 2025 6.30pm. … @StoryvilleBooks, Mill Street Quarter, Pontypridd. An Evening of Poetry and Music To Support the Children of Gaza!

Des MannayDisabled, Welsh writer of colour will be performing his work.

Des MannayDisabled, Welsh writer of colour. Poetry collection, “Sod ’em – and tomorrow” (Waterloo Press). An Associate Editor ‘Poetry Wales, co-editor ‘ Angry Manifesto’ journal. Prizewinner in 4 competitions, shortlisted in 7. Performed at many venues/festivals, in numerous poetry journals, in 49 anthologies. and Judge in ‘Valiant Scribe competition”.

Voices on the Bridge is organised and presented by Rob Cullen – Reading and performing will be Sabrin Hasbun, Patrick Jones, Abeer Ameer, Mike Jenkins, Rob Cullen, Tracey Rhys, Greg Cullen, Ben Wildsmith , Fiona Cullen, and Leanne Evans.

VoicesontheBridge is an evening of poetry, spoken word and song. This event is stacked with great poets & speakers book early to ensure your place!

Elizabeth Heath of RCT Palestine Solidarity Campaign will be speaking about the upcoming Palestinian youth visit to RCT and they will have a stall with info leaflets.

Menna Elfyn couldn’t be with us but has generously donated 20 copies of – Y Bachgen a’r Wal – The Boy and the Wall – a book creeated by the young people at Lajee Centre near the city of Bethlehem.

Three local artists have donated paintings to be autioned on the night Barabara Castle and Jenna Cullen.

Great news Gerhard Kress has donated £410 he raised from the sale of his art work!

There will also be food and music. Heads up bring cash if you’re eating.

The event could not take place without the support of the wonderful @StoryvilleBooks. Big thanks to Jeff!

Watch out for further posts with more information about the evening.

Tickets are £10 online – £12 on the door. Tickets can be bought online with Storyvillebooks.

We hope you can join us and support the urgent need of the children of Gaza.

This is not a fundraiser for Hamas.

This is an event to provide funds to support the Children of Gaza.

All monies raised will be donated to UNICEF.

This is a formidable group of poets, writers, artists – Don’t miss it – Book Early.

This event is part of The Pontypridd Great Big Community as Super Power Day.

More Bridges less Walls!

VoicesontheBridge. Fundraiser for the Children of Gaza. Saturday 21st June 2025 6.30pm. … An Evening of Poetry and Music. @StoryvilleBooks, Mill Street Quarter, Pontypridd. … Support the Children of Gaza!

Ben Wildsmith – writer, journalist and musician – will be performing as only Ben does!

Ben is a Nation.Cymru columnist, writing about politics and rugby twice a week. His book, Flags & Bones, was published by Cambria Books in 2023 and pulls together his irreverent journalism. He’s a Hay Festival Writer at Work and has published short fiction . Ben is currently working on a memoir about adoption and identity which will be published by Calon in 2026. He’s been a performing musician since he was 15 and his album ‘Damn My sense of Humour will be released in 2025. He lives in Rhondda Fach with his wife, Susie, and a mounting sense of dread.

Voices on the Bridge is organised and presented by Rob Cullen – Reading and performing will be Sabrin Hasbun, Patrick Jones, Abeer Ameer, Mike Jenkins, Rob Cullen, Tracey Rhys, Greg Cullen, Des Mannay, Fiona Cullen, and Leanne Evans.

VoicesontheBridge is an evening of poetry, spoken word and song. This event is stacked with great poets & speakers book early to ensure your place!

Elizabeth Heath of RCT Palestine Solidarity Campaign will be speaking about the upcoming Palestinian youth visit to RCT and they will have a stall with info leaflets.

Menna Elfyn couldn’t be with us but has generously donated 20 copies of – Y Bachgen a’r Wal – The Boy and the Wall – a book creeated by the young people at Lajee Centre near the city of Bethlehem.

Three local artists have donated paintings to be autioned on the night Barabara Castle, Jenna Cullen.

Great news Gerhard Kress has donated £410 he raised from the sale of his art work!

There will also be food and music.

This event is part of The Pontypridd Great Big Community as Super Power Day.

The event could not take place without the support of the wonderful @StoryvilleBooks. Big thanks to Jeff!

Watch out for further posts with more information about the evening.

Tickets are £10 online – £12 on the door. Tickets can be bought online with Storyvillebooks.

We hope you can join us and support the urgent need of the children of Gaza.

This is not a fundraiser for Hamas.

This is an event to provide funds to support the Children of Gaza.

All monies raised will be donated to UNHCR.

This is a formidable group of poets, writers, artists – Don’t miss it – Book Early.

More Bridges less Walls!

Fundraiser for the Children of Gaza.

Saturday 21st June 2025 6.30pm. VoicesontheBridge @StoryvilleBooks, Mill Street Quarter, Pontypridd. 6.30pm

Tracey Rhys is a Bridgend-based writer, non-fiction editor and a mother-of-two. Her poetry can be found in Poetry Wales, New Welsh Review, Planet, Ink Sweat & Tears, The High Window, Dreich andanthologies such as Lipstick Eyebrows, Cast a Long Shadow, Yer Ower Voices: Dialect Poems from Wales, and Free Verse: Poems for Richard Price.

Poems from Tracey’s first pamphlet, Teaching a Bird to Sing, were adapted into poetic monologues for two plays by Tim Rhys, directed by Chris Durnall. Listed for various competitions including the Cinnamon Press Pamphlet Competition, the Poetry Wales Pamphlet Competition and Cardiff International Poetry Competition, she was a winner of the Poetry Archive’s Now WordView competition in 2020. Tracey’s debut poetry collection, Bathing on the Roof, is a new release from Parthian Books.

Organised and presented by Rob Cullen of VoicesontheBridge – Tracey will be reading with Patrick Jones, Sabrin Hasbun, Abeer Ameer, Mike Jenkins, Rob Cullen, Leanne Evans, Des Mannay, Fiona Cullen, Ben Wildsmith and Greg Cullen.

VoicesontheBridge is an evening of poetry, spoken word and song. This event is stacked with great poets & speakers book early to ensure your place!

Elizabeth Heath of RCT Palestine Solidarity Campaign will be speaking about the upcoming Palestinian youth visit to RCT and they will have a stall with info leaflets.

Menna Elfyn couldn’t be with us but has generously donated 20 copies of – Y Bachgen a’r Wal – The Boy and the Wall made by the young people at Lajee Centre near the city of Bethlehem.

Three local artists have donated paintings to be autioned on the night Barabara Castle, Jenna Cullen.

Great news Gerhard Kress has donated £410 he raised from the sale of his art work!

There will also be food and music.

This event is part of The Pontypridd Great Big Community as Super Power Day.

The event could not take place without the support of the wonderful @StoryvilleBooks. Big thanks to Jeff!

Watch out for further posts with more information about the evening.

We hope you can join us and support the urgent need of the children of Gaza.

Tickets are £10 – £12 on the door.

Book early – lets do this for the Children of Gaza! All monies raised will be donated to UNHCR.

This is a formidable group of poets, writers, artists – Don’t miss it – Book Early!

VoicesontheBridge Fundraiser for the Children of Gaza 6.30pm Saturday 21st June 2025 @StoryvilleBooks, Mill Street Quarter, Pontypridd.

VoicesontheBridge is a great fan of Abeer’s work and its great that she will be reading at our event again!

Abeer Ameer is a poet of Iraqi heritage who lives in Cardiff. Her poems have appeared widely in journals including The Rialto, Magma, The Poetry Review, and Poetry Wales. Her debut poetry collection, Inhale/Exile, was shortlisted for Wales Book of the Year 2022. She is currently working on her second poetry collection and regularly shares readings of poems on her YouTube channel.

This fundraiser to support the Children of Gaza is organised and presented by Rob Cullen of Pontypridd’s VoicesontheBridge. Performing wirth Abeer Ameer will be Mike Jenkins, Sabrin Hasbun, Patrick Jones, Rob Cullen, Leanne Evans, Des Mannay, Tracey Rhys, Fiona Cullen, Ben Wildsmith and Greg Cullen.

VoicesontheBridge is an evening of poetry, spoken word and song. This event is stacked with great poets & speakers book early to ensure your place!

Elizabeth Heath of RCT Palestine Solidarity Campaign will be speaking about the upcoming Palestinian youth visit to RCT and they will have a stall with info leaflets.

Menna Elfyn couldn’t be with us but has generously donated 20 copies of – Y Bachgen a’r Wal – The Boy and the Wall made by the young people at Lajee Centre near the city of Bethlehem.

Three local artists have donated paintings to be autioned on the night Barabara Castle, Jenna Cullen and Gerhard Kress and the sale will be donated to the fundraiser.

There will also be food and music.

This event is part of The Pontypridd Great Big Community as Super Power Day.

The event could not take place without the support of the wonderful @StoryvilleBooks. Big thanks to Jeff!

Watch out for further posts with more information about the evening.

We hope you can join us and support the urgent need of the children of Gaza.

Tickets are £10.

Clearances

RobCullen@Celfypridd.co.uk

Clearance.

I see my people’s names

in all the places I search

but I do not see them.

I read my people’s names

on the dry page of the folded map

but the land before me is empty.

I watch the landscape

identifying the marks

that my people have named

but the sound of their voices

is no longer heard.

There is a quietness

no echoing of names called

no trail of our footprints

only the trail of names

in a land that calls itself

by a strangers name.

A land echoing in its emptiness.

The mountains are still with us

but we are nowhere seen.

At Kinlochmoidart 1993.

“And we will present our eyes to the world.

Is it pretentions to believe that we are equal?

Is it asking too much that we want to live?

(From Deliverance: Alan Stivell)

Clearances from “Uncertain Times” Collection of poetry & photographs Rob Cullen published 2017.

Thinking of the people of Gaza & all dispossesed people.

And no person of a Celtic background should support a clearance of people from their lands.

“Uncertain Times” Poetry & Photography by Rob Cullen.

“Uncertain Times” was first published in 2016 with an unhappy beginning with the now defunct Octavio Press. In 2023 Rob Cullen decided to re-publish under his own title Celyn Books.

What people have said about “Uncertain Times”.

“Dark, insighful and well-crafted” – Carol White. Film Maker.

“This is an impressive first collection …. The poems have an easy strength and a directness that is strangely enchanting. Cullen most reminds me of Pablo Neruda not in style but sensibility. An apparent simplicity that is deceptively complex. There’s a lot going on here; love, loss, joy, work, family, trauma and the healing effects of nature. More like a selected poems than a debut, this is a rich, full and adroitly perceptive poetry that shows Cullen to be a quiet, strong and remarkable voice.”  Topher Mills, Poet.

“Your new “Uncertain Times” book is one of the best poetry books I have read – and read again – in a long time. 

“The range of poet Rob Cullen’s life’s experiences, including social worker anprobation officer, and his years spent in America contribute to a wide knowledge, real depth, and such open honesty to his poetry. His poems are ones without the safe bandages of literary refinements. He always speaks from the heart. It is a poetic voice offering, to take a phrase from a question he asks in his poem words and truth, ‘authentic songs’.                              He tackles many subjects in Uncertain Times/A Collection of Poetry and Photographs, each one powered by focus observation, aptly chosen words, and a voice that is often for those without a voice, the marginalised, the sufferers of a social and political system that is unfair, unequal and cruel. To quote from his poem An SOS from the Frontier, Cullen has ‘worked among the desolation, survivors of lives that might have flowered”. Uncertain Times so deserved a wide readership, for its originality, for its sheer bravery in exploring issues that a lot of poetry does not tackle, and for its healing moments in nature. This poet, though, also offers impressive poems about grief and deep love.                                            The photographs are a wonderful bonus, each one encouraging the reader to stop and think about them, to see depths in them too.”                             Peter Thabit Jones Welsh poet, dramatist and publisher Author (with Aeronwy Thomas) of the Dylan Thomas Walking Tour of Greenwich Village, New York.

“Uncertain Times” is available at @StoryvilleBook & Amazon now.

More Bridges Less Walls.