Betula Betula

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Sitting in the garden. A Birch tree stands in front of a wood slat fence. Behind and above me an apple tree.

I hear myself repeat the word “Betula Betula”.

On one side – on the left hand side there’s the tortoise house. A man climb’s through fence out of the darkness. His face is familiar but I don’t know him. I examine his ball head gleaming with sweat suggesting he has undergone some exertion prior to emerging from the darkness to the subdued light of the back garden. His face could submerge into the many hundreds of violent and aggressive men I have assessed in my many years of work. I can tell by the intense look on his face he intends to do me harm. He moves quickly into the garden towards me. I am unable to move. I am unable to get up and move away from this man who has now moved slowly towards me step by step as if he is performing a dance macabre. I am unable to scream or call for help. I am transfixed in a state of helplessness.

I wake from the dream.

Screaming.

The tortoise is screaming too. Freed at last from the sentient silence of millennia.

“Lovage, mint, sweet cicely & chives, lambs sorrel or wood sorrel I have no preference. Mustards are a bit hot for my taste. Land cress is a dream – so sweet. Anything other than iceberg lettuce.”

I realise the dream is continuing. I am aware that the man is standing behind me.

It starts snowing.

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A poem for your wedding day

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A poem for your wedding day

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Reminders memories

here then now

sounds made by children’s feet

legacies you say well there are many

taking you out at night time

a small child walking through mountain fields

showing you path lines walkways

closed eyes, eyes askance to scan

what lies behind beyond

one eye closed one eye opened

close the other one open again

examine the change of shape

from one to the other and then

walking in darkness not being afraid

a way of looking a way of seeing

beyond and much more

listening to sound not just words

knowing the name of things

a flowers name told in a story

plants trees flowers fields

rocks hills and mountains meaning

and the magic returns.

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Teaching a child to see in the dark is the first lesson in seeing that there is so much more to learn about the world that surrounds us. And not be afraid, be determined and fearless. Seeing in the dark is the first step.

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Waking up long ago

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Waking up long ago

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My father wasn’t what you would call

in today’s patois a woke man

but he had his moments all the same

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my father would talk about Sir Walter Raleigh,

or Rowley, with some disdain

another plantation owner

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who’d taken over Irish estates and lands,

it came as a surprise to find Ireland once called

by the name “Isle of the Woods”

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and the desecration paid out by the Elizabethans

of the destruction of all the green forests

of all the woods throughout Ireland’s lands

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The payment for resistance to colonialism

brutality, enslavement and plantations

people woke up to some things long ago

but how the story was told depended

on whether you were rich or poor

had the money or the power or still do not.

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“And we have been silenced, our history lost words

and our future is silent and will never be told.

Silenced from the hour, silenced from all our days.

Silenced from the years, silenced from all that might have been.”

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Final stanza from my poem “Bitter Limp Fruit” as a response to The Aberfan Disaster published in Resistance Poetry at an earlier date with a similar theme that working class history and colonial history are not taught in our schools and are edited out. Working class and colonial history chime with one another. in this way.

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Sorrowful walk.

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West slanted gold tinted light

white and black smudged clouds

scud in from the North along far off hilltops

bringing the grey gathered curtain of rain

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that sweeps through the trees

on the path in the valley where I walk

thinking of you again

and this thing that invades

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your brain and your life

without warning from time to time

I listened for several hours

as you spoke of your fears

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the terror with which you view

the risk that it might return

you now believe it’s as inevitable

as the rain on this Autumn day.

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Distant dim voices

the sound of laughter

the smell of burnt fat drifts

across the river from the Trattoria

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I watch leaves fall

hastening the end of another year.

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How I ended up in art school

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How I ended up in art school

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Facebook is a mystery sometimes

always

reading the class reunion page

in a sort of disbelief

the gushing praise

of a certain teacher

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the one who’d order me out

at the beginning

of every class

for an unknown reason

knowing though the consequences

if I was found

by the head teacher

was a certain beating

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it was my best subject

English

she was the new teacher

so to avoid the certainty

of my fate ironically it seems

I hid in the Art room

with the Art teacher’s

quiet agreement.

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Resistance takes many forms

its consequence uncertain.

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